Chapter 9
Set
Up Exercises
In
Theravada Buddhist countries, it is traditional to begin each
meditation session with the recitation of a certain set of formulas.
An American audience is likely to take one glance at these invocations
and to dismiss them as harmless rituals and nothing more. The
so-called rituals, however, have been devised and refined by
a set of pragmatic and dedicated men and women, and they have
a thoroughly practical purpose. They are therefore worthy of
deeper inspection.
The Buddha was considered contrary in his own day. He was born
into an intensely over-ritualized society, and his ideas appeared
thoroughly iconoclastic to the established hierarchy of his
own era. On numerous occasions, he disavowed the use of rituals
for their own sake, and he was quite adamant about it. This
does not mean that ritual has no use. It means that ritual by
itself, performed strictly for it's own sake, will not get you
out of the trap. If you believe that mere recitation of words
will save you, then you only increase your own dependence on
words and concepts. This moves you away from the wordless perception
of reality rather than toward it. Therefore, the formulae which
follow must be practiced with a clear understanding of what
they are and why they work. They are not magical incantations.
They are psychological cleansing devices which require active
mental participation in order to be effective. Mumbled words
without intention are useless. Vipassana meditation is a delicate
psychological activity, and the mental set of the practitioner
is crucial to its success. The technique works best in an atmosphere
of calm, benevolent confidence. And these recitations have been
designed to foster those attitudes. Correctly used, they can
act as a helpful tool on the path to liberation.
The
Threefold Guidance
Meditation is a tough job. It is an inherently solitary activity.
One person battles against enormously powerful forces, part
of the very structure of the mind doing the meditating. When
you really get into it, you will eventually find yourself confronted
with a shocking realization. One day you will look inside and
realize the full enormity of what you are actually up against.
What you are struggling to pierce looks like a solid wall so
tightly knit that not a single ray of light shines through.
You find yourself sitting there, staring at this edifice and
you say to yourself, "That? I am supposed to get past that?
But it's impossible! That is all there is. That is the whole
world. That is what everything means, and that is what I use
to define myself and to understand everything around me, and
if I take that away the whole world will fall apart and I will
die. I cannot get through that. I just can't."
It is a very scary feeling, a very lonely feeling. You feel
like, "Here I am, all alone, trying to punch away something
so huge it is beyond conception." To counteract this feeling,
it is useful to know that you are not alone. Others have passed
this way before. They have confronted that same barrier, and
they have pushed their way through to the light. They have laid
out the rules by which the job can be done, and they have banded
together into a brotherhood for mutual encouragement and support.
The Buddha found his way through this very same wall,
and after him came many others. He left clear instructions in
the form of the Dhamma to guide us along the same path.
And he founded the Sangha, the brotherhood of monks to
preserve that path and to keep each other on it. You are not
alone, and the situation is not hopeless.
Meditation takes energy. You need courage to confront some pretty
difficult mental phenomena and the determination to sit through
various unpleasant mental states. Laziness just will not serve.
In order to pump up your energy for the job, repeat the following
statements to yourself. Feel the intention you put into them.
Mean what you say.
"I
am about to tread the very path that has been walked by the
Buddha and by his great and holy disciples. An indolent person
cannot follow that path. May my energy prevail. May I succeed."
Universal
Loving-Kindness
Vipassana meditation is an exercise in mindfulness, egoless
awareness. It is a procedure in which the ego will be eradicated
by the penetrating gaze of mindfulness. The practitioner begins
this process with the ego in full command of mind and body.
Then, as mindfulness watches the ego function, it penetrates
to the roots of the mechanics of ego and extinguishes ego piece
by piece. There is a full blown Catch-22 in all this, however.
Mindfulness is egoless awareness. If we start with ego in full
control, how do we put enough mindfulness there at the beginning
to get the job started? There is always some mindfulness present
in any moment. The real problem is to gather enough of it to
be effective. To do this we can use a clever tactic. We can
weaken those aspects of ego which do the most harm, so that
mindfulness will have less resistance to overcome.
Greed and hatred are the prime manifestations of the ego process.
To the extent that grasping and rejecting are present in the
mind, mindfulness will have a very rough time. The results of
this are easy to see. If you sit down to meditate while you
are in the grip of some strong obsessive attachment, you will
find that you will get nowhere. If you are all hung up in your
latest scheme to make more money, you probably will spend most
of your meditation period doing nothing but thinking about it.
If you are in a black fury over some recent insult, that will
occupy your mind just as fully. There is only so much time in
one day, and your meditation minutes are precious. It is best
not to waste them. The Theravada tradition has developed a useful
tool which will allow you to remove these barriers from your
mind at least temporarily, so that you can get on with the job
of removing their roots permanently.
You can use one idea to cancel another. You can balance a negative
emotion by instilling a positive one. Giving is the opposite
of greed. Benevolence is the opposite of hatred. Understand
clearly now: This is not an attempt to liberate yourself by
autohypnosis. You cannot condition Enlightenment. Nibbana is
an unconditioned state. A liberated person will indeed be generous
and benevolent, but not because he has been conditioned to be
so. He will be so purely as a manifestation of his own basic
nature, which is no longer inhibited by ego. So this is not
conditioning. This is rather psychological medicine. If you
take this medicine according to directions, it will bring temporary
relief from the symptoms of the malady from which you are currently
suffering. Then you can get to work in earnest on the illness
itself.
You start out by banishing thoughts of self-hatred and self-
condemnation. You allow good feelings and good wishes first
to flow to yourself, which is relatively easy. Then you do the
same for those people closest to you. Gradually, you work outward
from your own circle of intimates until you can direct a flow
of those same emotions to your enemies and to all living beings
everywhere. Correctly done, this can be a powerful and transformative
exercise in itself.
At the beginning of each meditation session, say the following
sentences to yourself. Really feel the intention:
1. May
I be well, happy and peaceful. May no harm come to me. May
no difficulties come to me. May no problems come to me. May
I always meet with success.
May I
also have patience, courage, understanding, and determination
to meet and overcome inevitable difficulties, problems, and
failures in life.
2. May
my parents be well, happy and peaceful. May no harm come to
them. May no difficulties come to them. May no problems come
to them. May they always meet with success.
May they also have patience, courage, understanding, and determination
to meet and overcome inevitable difficulties, problems, and
failures in life.
3. May
my teachers be well, happy and peaceful. May no harm come
to them. May no difficulties come to them. May no problems
come to them. May they always meet with success.
May they also have patience, courage, understanding, and determination
to meet and overcome inevitable difficulties, problems, and
failures in life.
4. May
my relatives be well, happy and peaceful. May no harm come
to them. May no difficulties come to them. May no problems
come to them. May they always meet with success.
May they also have patience, courage, understanding, and determination
to meet and overcome inevitable difficulties, problems, and
failures in life.
5. May
my friends be well, happy and peaceful. May no harm come to
them. May no difficulties come to them. May no problems come
to them. May they always meet with success.
May they also have patience, courage, understanding, and determination
to meet and overcome inevitable difficulties, problems, and
failures in life.
6. May
all indifferent persons be well, happy and peaceful. May no
harm come to them. May no difficulties come to them. May no
problems come to them. May they always meet with success.
May they also have patience, courage, understanding, and determination
to meet and overcome inevitable difficulties, problems, and
failures in life.
7. May
my enemies be well, happy and peaceful. May no harm come to
them. May no difficulties come to them. May no problems come
to them. May they always meet with success.
May they also have patience, courage, understanding, and determination
to meet and overcome inevitable difficulties, problems, and
failures in life.
8. May
all living beings be well, happy and peaceful. May no harm
come to them. May no difficulties come to them. May no problems
come to them. May they always meet with success.
May they also have patience, courage, understanding, and determination
to meet and overcome inevitable difficulties, problems, and
failures in life.
Once you have completed these recitations, lay aside all your
troubles and conflicts for the period of practice. Just drop
the whole bundle. If they come back into your meditation later,
just treat them as what they are, distractions.
The practice of Universal Loving-Kindness is also recommended
for bedtime and just after arising. It is said to help you sleep
well and to prevent nightmares. It also makes it easier to get
up in the morning. And it makes you more friendly and open toward
everybody, friend or foe, human or otherwise.
The most damaging psychic irritant arising in the mind particularly
at the time when the mind is quiet, is resentment. You may experience
indignation remembering some incident that caused you psychological
and physical pain. This experience can cause you uneasiness,
tension, agitation and worry. You might not be able to go on
sitting and experiencing this state of mind. Therefore, we strongly
recommend that you should start your meditation with generating
Universal Loving-Kindness.
You sometimes may wonder how can we wish: "May my enemies be
well, happy and peaceful. May no harm come to them; may no difficulty
come to them; may no problems come to them; may they always
meet with success. May they also have patience, courage, understanding
and determination to meet and overcome inevitable difficulties,
problems and failures in life"?
You must remember that you practice loving-kindness for the
purification of your own mind, just as you practice meditation
for your own attainment of peace and liberation from pain and
suffering. As you practice loving-kindness within yourself,
you can behave in a most friendly manner without biases, prejudices,
discrimination or hate. Your noble behavior helps you to help
others in a most practical manner to reduce their pain and suffering.
It is compassionate people who can help others. Compassion is
a manifestation of loving-kindness in action, for one who does
not have loving-kindness cannot help others. Noble behavior
means behaving in a most friendly and most cordial manner. Behavior
includes your thought speech and action. If this triple mode
of expression of your behavior is contradictory, your behavior
cannot be noble behavior. On the other hand, pragmatically speaking,
it is much better to cultivate the noble thought, "May all beings
be happy minded" than the thought, "I hate him". Our noble thought
will one day express itself in noble behavior and our spiteful
thought in evil behavior.
Remember that your thoughts are transformed into speech and
action in order to bring the expected result. Thought translated
into action is capable of producing tangible result. You should
always speak and do things with mindfulness of loving-kindness.
While speaking of loving-kindness, if you act or speak in a
diametrically opposite way you will be reproached by the wise.
As mindfulness of loving-kindness develops, your thoughts, words
and deeds should be gently, pleasant, meaningful, truthful and
beneficial to you as well as to others. If your thoughts, words
or deeds cause harm to you, to others or to both, then you must
ask yourself whether you are really mindful of loving-kindness.
For all practical purposes, if all of your enemies are well,
happy and peaceful, they would not be your enemies. If they
are free from problems, pain, suffering, affliction, neurosis,
psychosis, paranoia, fear, tension, anxiety, etc., they would
not be your enemies. Your practical solution to your enemies
is to help them to overcome their problems, so you can live
in peace and happiness. In fact, if you can, you should fill
the minds of all your enemies with loving-kindness and make
all of them realize the true meaning of peace, so you can live
in peace and happiness. The more they are in neurosis, psychosis,
fear, tension, anxiety, etc., the more trouble, pain and suffering
they can bring to the world. If you could convert a vicious
and wicked person into a holy and saintly individual, you would
perform a miracle. Let us cultivate adequate wisdom and loving-
kindness within ourselves to convert evil minds to saintly minds.
When you hate somebody you think, "Let him be ugly. Let him
lie in pain. Let him have no prosperity. Let him not be right.
Let him not be famous. Let him have no friends Let him, after
death, reappear in an unhappy state of depravation in a bad
destination in perdition." However, what actually happens is
that your own body generates such harmful chemistry that you
experience pain, increased heart beat, tension, change of facial
expression, loss of appetite for food, deprivation of sleep
and appear very unpleasant to others. You go through the same
things you wish for your enemy. Also you cannot see the truth
as it is. Your mind is like boiling water. Or you are like a
patient suffering from jaundice to whom any delicious food tastes
bland. Similarly, you cannot appreciate somebody's appearance,
achievement, success, etc. As long as this condition exists,
you cannot meditate well.
Therefore we recommend very strongly that you practice loving-
kindness before you start your serious practice of meditation.
Repeat the proceeding passages very mindfully and meaningfully.
As you recite these passages, feel true loving-kindness within
yourself first and then share it with others, for you cannot
share with others what you do not have within yourself.
Remember, though, these are not magic formulas. They don't work
by themselves. If you use them as such, you will simply waste
time and energy. But if you truly participate in these statements
and invest them with your own energy, they will serve you will.
Give them a try. See for yourself.
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